Not Your Eden explores messages about femininity and feminism conveyed to young women growing up in the Deep South. As someone who was raised in this conservative, religious, cis-heteronormative, and very white environment, growing up has involved learning and unlearning what I know. This exhibition is an examination of these messages, their impact on my beliefs and values, and my path to shaking them off to form my own sense of self. This process is a necessary one for white women of the South, to shake off the trappings of restorative nostalgia of an imperfect past so an equitable future and realistic sense of self can be achieved.
The archive is explored in Not Your Eden, from childhood photos to milestone mementos. They are sites of critical exploration, joined by text, performance-based photography, and analog printmaking and photography processes. The discussion between analog and digital processes reflects the discussion between antiquated and modern ideas of femininity and the overlap between the two. Not Your Eden illuminates the gravity of social teachings both covert and overt, mundane and extraordinary. These works reflect internal struggles between the urge to perform femininity and my frustration over not fitting these ideals. Prints and other objects coalesce in nonlinear arrangements and address central themes involving gender socialization and feminine behaviors, such as pageantry, play and work, marriage and motherhood. They also address the subversion of this socialization through the divergence from or outright rejection of these behaviors, such as queerness and feminism.
The title Not Your Eden refers to the religious influence in Southern culture and its view of femininity. Women are, at once, both the virginal mother and the temptress of Eden. It also refers to the authority inherent in this ideology – whether that authority comes in the form of religion, family, or social expectations, or all of the above. This exhibition challenges this hegemonic authority, allowing women to reconsider their femininity and recontextualize themselves in a multifarious, open Southern feminism. Most importantly, this exhibition asks the viewer to consider how similar or different their experience of femininity in the South is to mine – as the overall message of the work is that there is no singular Southern femininity.
The archive is explored in Not Your Eden, from childhood photos to milestone mementos. They are sites of critical exploration, joined by text, performance-based photography, and analog printmaking and photography processes. The discussion between analog and digital processes reflects the discussion between antiquated and modern ideas of femininity and the overlap between the two. Not Your Eden illuminates the gravity of social teachings both covert and overt, mundane and extraordinary. These works reflect internal struggles between the urge to perform femininity and my frustration over not fitting these ideals. Prints and other objects coalesce in nonlinear arrangements and address central themes involving gender socialization and feminine behaviors, such as pageantry, play and work, marriage and motherhood. They also address the subversion of this socialization through the divergence from or outright rejection of these behaviors, such as queerness and feminism.
The title Not Your Eden refers to the religious influence in Southern culture and its view of femininity. Women are, at once, both the virginal mother and the temptress of Eden. It also refers to the authority inherent in this ideology – whether that authority comes in the form of religion, family, or social expectations, or all of the above. This exhibition challenges this hegemonic authority, allowing women to reconsider their femininity and recontextualize themselves in a multifarious, open Southern feminism. Most importantly, this exhibition asks the viewer to consider how similar or different their experience of femininity in the South is to mine – as the overall message of the work is that there is no singular Southern femininity.
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Shown in Gallery 130 at the University of Mississippi in partial fulfillment of my Master of Fine Arts thesis.
April 10-14, 2023. Closing reception was April 14 at 5pm.








Learning Behavior

Learning Behavior, 2023, mixed media installation

Green Dress made by Syble King

Green Dress detail

"An older woman...", 2023, cyanotype

Patriotic Dress, 2023, digital print

Posing with my Brother in Halloween Costumes 2023, digital print

Learning Young, 2023, digital print

Posing for the Camera 1999, 2023, digital print
Pageantry

Pageantry, 2023, mixed media installation

"It wasn't until I stopped...", 2023, cyanotype

Beau, 2023, digital print

College Sophomore Beauty Pageant, 2023, digital print

Princess Dress with Paper Crown, 2023, digital print

8th Grade Beauty Pageant, 2023, digital print
Queerness

Queerness, 2023, mixed media installation

Two Barbies from childhood

"My first pride...", 2023, cyanotype

Princess Dress with Superhero Cape, 2023, digital print with handmade frame

T-shirt from first Jackson Pride Parade and corsage from Jackson Pride Prom of the same year

T-shirt detail

Gay Cake, 2023, digital print

Corsage detail
Marriage

Marriage, 2023, mixed media installation

Wedding Barbie doll from childhood, never played with

Wedding Barbie detail

Wedding Barbie detail through Veil

Homecoming Flower Girl, 2023, digital print

Wrathful Bride, 2023, digital print with Veil

"For some time, I felt sure...", 2023, cyanotype

Joyful Bride, 2023, digital print with Veil
Motherhood

Motherhood, 2023, mixed media installation

Madonna-Whore, 2023, cyanotype

Baby Shower 1997, 2023, digital print

Redacted Pro-Life Pamphlets, 2023, repurposed objects

Redacted Pro-Life Pamphlets detail

Redacted Pro-Life Pamphlets detail

Redacted Pro-Life Pamphlets detail

Lineage, 2023, digital print

"The unborn are easy to represent...", 2023, cyanotype

The Pink House, 2023, digital print

Like It Was Never Here, 2023, digital print
Sensuality

Sensuality, 2023, mixed media installation

Posing in a Belk, 2023, digital print

"This is your body...", 2023, cyanotype

But it is not yours., 2023, pressure print

Bitch, 2023, drypoint intaglio

Keep Your Hands to Yourself, 2023, digital print

"I was taught...", 2022, letterpress

"Men are taught...", 2022, letterpress
Religion

Religion, 2023, mixed media installation

Onlooker, 2023, digital print

Girl Scout badge

Vacation Bible School 1999, 2023, digital print

"Women aren't allowed...", 2023, cyanotype

Baptism 1, 2023, digital print

Baptism 2, 2023, digital print

Baptism 3, 2023, digital print

Bible open to 1 Timothy 2:11-15, highlighted

Bible detail
Heritage

Heritage, 2023, mixed media installation

Archetype, 2023, digital print

Pushback, 2023, digital print

Easter Sunday, 1999, digital print

Natchez Trip 2009, 2023, digital print

Plantation Belle Barbie 1960, 2023, digital print

Plantation Belle Barbie 2004, 2023, digital print
